no I am okay but its just very stressful and every night since,
I've been crying and it sucks
no my family is just being so mean, one thing I hate about being american
*cries*
I'm so emotional these past months

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

ohhhhhhhh nononno ssoorry

helping the family? what happend? anything i can do?

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Peace~
O..o

*cries
Sorry><
*snilffes*
I didn't mean to be gone so long I was help'n family ><
*huggles*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

U____U
*sighs*
>>
I heard my big brothers black cat got hit by a car agan but he wasn't alive>>
*sniffles*
the person who hit him didn't even slow or stop to see if he was okay.
I picked that cat from our litter just for him to>>
and he got big, almost as big as our lab dog>>
U____U
damn

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

well thats cuz somehow it's alot better to me from people out of my country, guess thats because i've been chatting online with people from other countries since i've been really young XD
especially since i've found pchat.. XD
but im really glad i get you happier ^___^


so... bad day....???!@#! why???
what happend?

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Peace~
O..o

*Slaps*
You are not boring!
XDD
Sorry...>>
I had a bad day.
XDD
But you make the day better when you talk!
Especaily to me!!!
damn you cheerup ^___^
^^
*Smiles*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

um... i wouldn't say i'm to to much.... two days ago though i met an old friend.. well i guess i told you about her before.... since she's one of the recent girls i liked... so she just called me and wanted to meet up and i've got no problem cuz i always like to hang out with people ^^
i guess we could be like really close friends.... but then again there's this problem that she goes out to get drunk and stuff and i'm not really that kind of guy... so thats kinda keep us alittle away from each other but it doesn't really matter to me that much... anywho.... we'll see
i most likely would eventually bore her to death and she'll abandon again XDDDD

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Peace~
O..o

aw
your so funny XDDD
*laughs*
so what you up to silly goose?
*looks at kitty*
She's hungery>>
damn
*goes and feeds her*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

omgomgomgomgomgogm!@$$%!#$!@#!@
like, totally spooky!@#! XDDDDDDDDD
how can you like.. stand it!@#!@ XDDDD and more than that, how could you have lost such a huge monster? XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg XDD
and... the scarf thing also... like.. really XDDDD omg XDDD

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Peace~
O..o

aw well I love spiders and I don't mind XDD
*laughs and huggles*
your so cute!
XDD
aw
I have a black widow sanctuary in my shed because I'm making a silk skarf!
XDD
*laughs*
He isn't poisness it just hurt cause his fangs are longer than my ring finger ><
as thick to><
xddd
But its quite funny most men I know don't like spiders its so cute though XDD
aw
Kahmahjii is hmmm I belive 13 years old now XDD
^____^
yup
hes so soft, I would cuddle him but I don't wanna get bitten><
*laughs*
so enough of me. How are you!

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

omfg!@%#!$!@#!@#!@4
aghuhu12$!@$!
isn't tarantula spiders poisonous!@#@# Jesus Christ XD
lol your life is like.... one.... unstoppable period of funny strange events XDDD
lol you poor girl XDD but yet really really cute and funny XDDDD

but hey, should'nt you check that think with the spider, it sounds really dangerous to me....
and why the heck do you keep this spooky animal!@?$!$?!@#?$@!?#@!#!@? i wouldn't kept a spider in my house if i would get paid for it XD especially not that kind of big poisonous spider!@?#!@$?!@#!@ XDDDD
jeez1@# XD
creepy XDDDDDDDD

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Peace~
O..o

*laughs*
XDDDD
aw
your so funny!
well heres the other half of that funny day.
I ws walking down my stairs and herd a rattling noise...
*sighs*
Where I live there are rattle snakes......
So I scream and ran up the stares and sqweeled into the house,
*laughs* And as I go in I hear it even louder!
*so I get up on the couch and grab a pillow...
And this is right after I thought the house was on fire!
I look on the the floor and I see my cat playing with her toy!
It rattles!!
I screammed cuase I thought she was a snake!
and then I fell off the couch in to the clothes hamper and it was so dark and I was wiggling and screamming XDDDD
*laughs*
Then Khris comes over and tips the hamper over and I come falling out.
Hes laughing and says he thought the cat got stuck in it again U___U'''
So after I got out and went to the fridge the ice trey came out at me and I ran away and hid in my blankets....Shortly after I was calming down, Khris comes in and saysmy Turantula Kahmahjii is loose!!!
I through the covers and jumped off the bed screamming!
><
*cries and wiggles*
I looked on the bed and was freaking out cause he's bigger than 3 man hands><
I have had him for 8 years><
and I looked around and didn't see him... *sighs*
then he starts laughing and then stops!
><
I look at him and he is laughing so hard and he starts crying.
"What?" I say.
"Look!!! hes on your back!"

I freaked out!!!!!!
>< he was to and I reached back crying and then got bit then Khris grabbed hima nd put him on the bed><
*cries*
it hurt!

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

you have more to tell? than c'mmon!@#!@# what stopping you? XDDD

and if you do like him i'm sure nothing will go wrong... i mean... by the way he just showed up in your apartment and stayed there just to be with you and take care of you.... well... i see no other reason for him to be there ^^
but hey, the US population hold alot more nicer people than i've got to know in here so who am i to judge? XDDD

and i really love hearing from you too XD
and why was it embarrassing? i mean.. like yeah.. i havn't heard correctly... mistakes happens XD though the part with the screaming and packing was pretty funny XDD i think its really cute XD i don't think you have got anything to be ashamed of and i'm sure your roommate thinks the same as i do XD
so don't let it bother you ^^ and more than that... don't cry ; try laughing and see the funny part of it XD
but than again. i see you already are laughing XDDD
so keep it up ^__^

so.... c'mon i'm listening and curious about your "i've got more to tell" XDDD

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Peace~
O..o

AW!
I love hearing from you XDD
hahahahahah!
AW, that would be great if life was like an anime!
I'm glad I get to hear from you!
*laughs*
I know it was so embarrasing!!!!
I almost started to cry XDDDD
*laughs*
I hope it goes well with my roomate and I , I do really like him XDD
*laughs*
I have more to tell
*laughs*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

OMG!@@!#!@#!@#
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
what the hell am i doing in israel XDDD
i wanna be in the USA XDDD
your life totally sounds like a plot of an anime or such as XD i mean.. seriousely XDDD that is the cutest and funniest thing i heard XDDD

and quiet you XD you really far from being dumb XD
in here, when you hear someone freaking out its over something stupid like.... two days ago we heard alot of yellings from our neighbour's house and it turns out that their daughter totally freaked out just because her brother accidently broke her cell phone XD god.... XD and she yelled like.. half day XDDDDDD

ah well XDDDDD
anywhos!@#!@$! you two are such a cute couple ^____^ i wanna hug the both of you together XD
i wish you the best for the two of you ^____^ that is... if you really do like him.... if you don't... you dont have to do anything you don't want... always remember it...

ummm... wah... people in the us sounds alot nicer than here XD
but i'm glad you're experiencing it ^__^ you deserve being happy and have joyful life XDD

i really like hearing from you about all your 'crazy adventures' XDDDDD
youre really funny and cute ^__^
good day ^^

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Peace~
O..o

*sniffles*
U__U
I'm trying
but man oh man does it kick my bum U___U
*sighs*
Indeed cats are cute XDD
but sadly I love dogs better XDD
I think cats are so cute and cuddly but I would love a dog cause you can play and russel and all that fun stuff XDD
*laughs*
We are getting along well,*smiles* yeah he is writting a story about how his life was changed *laughs*
About us, he's hinting something but I'm playing dum cause sometimes its hard to take him seriously you know?
*Laughs*
yesterday I was washing dishes and he came up and said the mail man was here.
I couln't hear him right, so it sounded like he said he caught the house on fire!
So I freaked out and ran in circles screaming and throughing stuffs into a bag.
*laughs*
he looked at me and I ran out the door screaming and realized that the mail man was starring at me like I was crazy.
He comes outta the house and says: "Bri what the hell are you doing?!" I puased and looked. "didn't you say the house was on fire?"
He starts laughing at me and says " no there is no fire...I sad that the mail man is here."
I looked at the mail man and he was laughing so hard...
Man did I feel stupid U___U
XDD
But I Laughed

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

just update my gallery with a draw POSTER SHEIK.

oh.. jesus, i really am sorry to hear...
but i am glad you're trying to keep it optimistic ^^
and congrats on your cats ^^
i luv cats ^^ not that i don't like dogs... just that i like cats better ^^ and hate it when people claim that they're evil, they're the cutest pets(well... after ferrets at least.. XD)

speaking of your roommate *eyebrows* how are things between you two love birds? XDDDD lolololol j/k XDDDD
but i really hope and wish you the best, you deserve to be happy, to be loved and to love ^^ everything that will keep your smile stuck on your face and you feelings excited and joyful ^^

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Peace~
O..o

I'm fine ^___^
I'm on slow since his death
but I try to smile you know XD
U____U
I have been busy, my roomate I have told you about
has gotten me a kitten ^___^
I named him Isreali...Or Skittles.
I call her by those names.
She is so cute

nah my friend killed himself by hanging by his ceiling fan. I knew he was getting close to doing it...
But I guess my last visit wasn't for his best.
>>
It hit home pretty hard and so I had to fly back and clean up his home and messes.
..........its tough

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

omg, died of what?
and don't worry i'm not the risky type, i'm doing everything "by the book" everything is safe with me XD(i guess thats kinda why i'm boring and lame XD)
but thanks for worrying silly you're really cute XD
but don't worry you won't get rid of me that easily XD
anywhos i'm really sorry to hear about you're friend..
but i hope its not keeping you from having a good time too...
hope you're alright..
write back? ^^

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Peace~
O..o

aw
*sniffles*
I'm glad you are having a good time ^____^
I'm somewhat alright, I was just worried ><
Havent herd from you and was worried....
A friend of my just died and I didn't know until his cousin wrote a journal and
said it wasn't him but his cousin...
And that he was gone.
*sighs*
So I was worried.
cause the good ones usually disapear U___U *nodds*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

lol you're really cute! ^___^
i've gone nowhere... just got nothing to tell about... sorry about that, from time to time i get like a dry eras.. with nothing too interesting to tell about XD
anywho's the last days were pretty much based on food XDDDDDD
yesterday all of the guys got together for a BBQ XD and today i went with a few friends to hang out around the town and to eat pizzas XDDD
was alot of fun XDDD

hope you were having a good time too ^______^

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Peace~
O..o

*sniffles*
where have you been?
I missed you ><
Cries*

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....

nunnuunu@#@! don' cry@!##!@
whats the matter?@!?! what happend???

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Peace~
O..o

*cries and huggles*
wahahahahahah

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Do not preech to me for I will not listen....Do not walk behind me for I will not lead, Do not walk in front for I will not follow. Do not walk beside me for I'm not your friend. I will not heed you...
Hate the sin not the sinner.....